When i was young....

I was just reading a blog on here , and the person said how they wanted to be loved as a child, how true this is for me , i was always looking for love and and acceptance, i tried to be the good girl, and it seem that what ever i did was always wrong , or never notice...So i look for love any where i could, i thought i had found love after many years of looking , i feel in love , so i thought, until one day when i stop the nonsense, meaning the drinking , woke up and realized this was not the man for me , we actually had nothing in common, but i thought that i owned him for the hell that i had put him threw, so i stay in this marriage, very unhappy and sad...Until one day with out looking a man came along, and showed me what true love was, he is my love , for he truly loves me for all , the bad , the good and the ugly..What does this have to do with, the title of my blog , well i am now 50 years old, and my life has just begun....
May God Bless
Lady Di