I'm doing the best I can.

I've written this in another recovery group so if this a repeat for you I'm sorry.

Some of you may know that I live with my ex. We did it to share expences, but awhile ago things started to get bad between us. I went looking for an apartment and it fell through. I'm still looking, because things haven't gotten any better, they've gotten worse. I should get a call on Monday, so pray that the woman that manages the place has something avalible! what a rotten time of year to pull crap on me, its hard enough that the holidays are here, and most people I know will be with their families. I'm going to check out if there are meetings going on here for Christmas day. I don't want to be here. I am going to make as many meetings with my on-lin groups as I can during the week, and as its cold and effects me I'll be at a few of them here and on another recovery site I belong to. I feel really hurt and helpless. I'm turning this over to Creator. I know what is best for me will happen. Thanks for listening.

Blessings,
Karen

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Comment by JennyB on December 14, 2009 at 10:02pm: ((((((Karen)))))) So sorry for the hurt right now. Hang in there! I'm praying for you!

Comment by Old george on December 14, 2009 at 12:56pm: There's nothing that can happen that a drink or a drug can't make worse. Hang in there kiddo, God's a lot taller than we are ...he can see farther down the road.... better days are comin.

Comment by WOODS on December 14, 2009 at 11:34am: Praying for you that you get out of that situation and into a better one. stay on point and pray and read everyday and if you have contact with people there reach out and ask for help.

Comment by Joanie s on December 14, 2009 at 4:56am: Hang in there. ((((((((((((((COYOTE)))))))))))))

Comment by Lisa Ann on December 13, 2009 at 6:19am: Sometimes life can be harsh.... Hey,,,we live & learn, right? It sound like you're pro active, so that's awesome!,,You're going to mtgs & sharing & you're looking for a new place && you're not drinking!! Very Cool! Good Luck*

Comment by Sara VP on December 13, 2009 at 5:35am: I sure hope you can find some meetings, cuz there's nothing quite like the warmth and comfort of a warm body near you or giving you a hug or the smile on the face of someone who feels like you're a lifesaver. We're having marathon meetings here, and there's a list of people to call who don't mind 12-stepping on the holiday (some of us would actually rather be 12-stepping others). The holidays are hard enough...hope you don't have to be alone! (((Hugs)))

Comment by MaJa on December 13, 2009 at 1:07am: Hey hey Coyote,
wishing you luck on your plans. It will work for sure if it is the Creators schedule as well.
Ky' Hoo' Ya'
MaJa