I have been noticing lately that even though I have been trying my best to walk the 7-8 blocks from my work to my meeting hall, my knees have been aching more and more. I don't know if it is due to temperature change with the Missouri weather (which could be the case) or if my arthritis is getting worse in my knees and I'm just now noticing it MORE because the effects of alcohol have been less and less in my body after being sober for almost a year now. Or, it could be my MS acting up on me. This week, I walked to the meeting hall twice, and both times, yesterday and today, about killed me after I got there. Is there a specific test or tests for arthritis? I know that they really can't do anything if it's my MS acting up again...I'm just worried that I am going to start to lose the freedom of being able to walk the distance that I have been walking for the last 10 months. I don't want to lose that freedom.
It would be so ironic that for me to finally appriciate my legs and the ability to walk the distance I have because of a DWI and losing my license for a year, to not being able to walk because of my disability...and I was sober finally...I wish I were able to take advantage of my legs earlier in life instead of living in fear of my MS and trying to "hide" it by drinking to "cover it up" and "ignore" the disease...But, shoulda, woulda, coulda.